If I am being honest I struggle quite a bit with this topic. I am me, I know that, but do I necessarily always like me? May be not, but that is not because I am unhappy with who I am. I always try to do as others expect me to do and at times I feel like that just is not me. While still being honest I am not always 100% sure who I even am.
I believe most kids are told as a child you’ll grow up; you’ll figure out who you are, what you like, what you want to be, but what happens if that does not come. Is it bad if it comes later in life compared to others? Is it bad if it seems it will never come at all?
Sometimes I feel like I am on the right track then suddenly I do not know. I have been able to do things I really like, but not love. Do you still stick with it if you do not love it? Is it just because I am scared?
It all becomes very confusing and makes me wonder why I did any of it to begin with and if I continue to do so I may realize it was for me, but if I continue and it slacks more and more then it was not me and it just wasted time.
I know it seems it comes easy for others they have it all planned out and know exactly where they want to be and at what point in life, but honestly that is not me. I switch my plans and thoughts up constantly and whether that is understandable to others or not I do not care or should not care, I am just trying to figure it all out and live just as anyone else. Just trying to find me and do it the way it should be done.
In time it should come, it will come, right? I mean, who are you truly?
I'm sure we all wonder sometimes why we are here! I know sometimes I do! We live one day at a time and listen to our hearts to know what is the right thing to do! Slow down and think about it before you do it! Love you baby!