At this time I have had to put some things on pause. I do not see this as giving it up though or not wanting to do it anymore, just me taking a step back.
I do not like to just give up on something. Normally if something does not work out as I originally planned I change it to fit a new idea, that is how my crafts and painting work out so I believe bigger projects can be the same.
It has been quite some time between my second book and the book I am writing now, but that is because I am not making the time for it, and I realize when taking a month or two between writing on it I get lost in the paragraphs and it does not flow like it needs to and reading ti becomes confusing. Fortunately I have made time here lately to write on it more in which I realized how much I have missed doing it. I quite enjoy creating a story. Now this will need to be put on hold once more as classes start back with more in-depth work and studying towards my degree but at least I did write on it while I could.
Last year, I started Spanish lessons with a friend on top of trying to build my vocabulary to be able to speak more professionaly and understand more but as the weeks went by the scheduling kept conflicting between me and my friends to where the lessons eventually stopped but I do plan to start them back when I get a chance because these are both areas I want to grow in.
The newspaper is doing well virtually but at this time the paper version is not, but I am not ready to give up on this idea just yet but having to modify it to fit what is needed or at a more demand at this time. I love creating this paper and publishing it but I am aware I am not putting my all into it right now and giving it the fully attention it knows and I know that and admit it. May be one day I will and can but until then I will do what I can when I can and push for it and with it.
As I feel pressured to do it all at once and succeed quickly I understand I have as much time as God has planned for me and it does not all have to be done at once and slowly but surely over time it’ll all come together and just because I am working on it gradually little by little and not a lot at once does not mean I do not believe in it nor am I giving any of it up, I am just figuring it all out and will get to the bigger idea one day.
What is a big project you still believe in and have not given up on?
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